Elusive Things: The Karma Chronicle

I've been slacking it appears.

It's strange how life works. You seem to get the things you don't really want; but the things you really want ... you can struggle and struggle for and may never grasp them.

I really want a home; a family; but that's all been done and may not come my way again.

I really want stability; taking a leap of faith isn't very stable.

This could turn into a perception chronicle.

I've been offered the Direct TV job in Boise ... (that's four hours away from here) and I've been accepted to Boise State University and financial aid is willing to pay for me to attend. Sounds like a great opportunity. Why am I so god damn scared.